between

plum blossom, originally uploaded by kai smart.

I work between the epidermis and the fat. I can't see this layer, I will never know it. It is as thin as a slip of cardboard.
I can feel it and I am learning when the machine is there, how it sounds, the way it moves.

I can't face vibration anymore other than at work. Holding on to the coffee grinder makes my wrists buzz with exquisite pain.

I am edging towards the darker side of things. Maybe this is a sign of Fall, my favorite season. The Season where everything always changes.